MEMORY IN DOING PUBLIC SPEAKING

I had many memories in doing public speaking. At first i was present my collage with the titles myself when i was a child,now and present. I have to present it outdoor where the places is a lot of people. When it comes to my turn to present,suddenly i become afraid and speechless. There were many people passed by and they were looking at me. My friends are laughing at me. I was so sad. Then my group and i were given a current issue to present and the tittle was "Baby Dumping" . I was so phobia to talk and i just stand there quietly. I was afraid if my lectures deducted my group marks. Luckily my lectures gives one last chances to do it again. Then i've been given a task. I have to talk spontaneous in front of my friend. My lecture give a megazine and i have to talk about the magazines. I was quite nervous and luckily i passed that task. Lastly my group and i were given a group discussion. This time,i fight against my fear and the discussion was perfectly good. I have talk a lot and give my opinion in that discussion. Now im not afraid to talk in public because so many thing i know during in public speaking subject.